poetry, prose, and other strings of words · 1993 - 2003
Abhá
Number 116
August 16, 1996
As I stroll into this darkness
I feel no coming home,
I feel I have no home,
I feel there is no home;
I walk through these hills,
These plains and the valley's shadows,
Entombed, enwrapped in darkness:
Here is chaos, out there is life;
The thunder beats
Tap tapping the heartbeat of the land,
The thunder beats, calling clearly,
This land of silence;
Enthralled by a light,
I wept at my soul's joy:
I was coming home,
I was heading home;
Not knowing,
Never knowing,
I can only follow,
Always follow;
Only myself to comfort,
Only I comfort myself,
Burning flame so bright
Eclipses even the sun;
Yet darkness,
Midnight abounds
Through the pain of birth
In desert seas;
A haunting melody has pierced my ear,
The nightingales voice doth cry,
Cry to me,
Cry to me sweet nightingale;
Release me sweet nightingale,
Bring me softly from this barren land,
Softly carry me home,
Softly whisper my name;
Existence assured,
Blessed existence Be,
This rhythmic white sheen
Surrounds me;
Tender embrace,
Of warmths delight,
Tenderly
Embraces me;
And I still journey,
Never finding my way home,
I seek a home none know,
A home unknown to me